P. Syriac » Hipster http://psyriac.com Noise Tue, 03 Jan 2012 14:29:16 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3 Man-Boy http://psyriac.com/2008/03/09/man-boy/ http://psyriac.com/2008/03/09/man-boy/#comments Sun, 09 Mar 2008 12:05:19 +0000 Punnen Syriac http://psyriac.com/2008/03/09/man-boy/ Epiphanies are dime a dozen; even while packing stuff into boxes. Nomadic exasperation perhaps. I’ve realized I have just a single pair of jeans; that too, one that hasn’t been washed in a couple of months and has been worn more times than it was designed for. All my t-shirts have insignias of marginally obscure cartoons a la Thundercats, comic book characters and band logos. I live in my own little delusional biosphere; oxygenated by seemingly intellectual literature, obligatory rock and indie music, cinema and distorted nostalgia. I pretend to care about things I don’t and am apathetic to the things that may matter. I lift lines from films hoping people won’t notice. I have nothing original to say; And now I learn that I am a cliche. Not a beautiful and unique snowflake. Organic decaying matter.

I’ve been told I act far too old for my age as many times as I’ve been chided for not growing up. In all likelihood, I’ll be that guy who hits 40 and still thinks he’ll make it in a band. Will mediocrity be the result of my struggle for a non conformist higher ground?

And today, she calls me a hipster. There is nothing that soothes the soul like being reduced to a stereotype. Nothing.

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